Wednesday, May 18, 2011

plain relax....

class ended at abt 1.30. we were informed tat all foundation students hav to stayback
for pre-U club meeting ...who cares xp
so me n 6 frens go to 1 of da girl's hse to study..
reached der at 2pm..
chat chat chat chat chat (and play with dog!! schitzhu!!)
anyway we 3pm oni order food..(nando's delivery^^)
da food oni came at 4.15, 1st time eat so late -.-
gud thg no gastric
afta tat of cos play time lor
too full to study ma hahahax!!!!!
haiz play in frens room til abt 5.45 den hav to balik..
dad gonna pick me up at inti
wahhh other frens stil wan2 to cheras pasar malam le..geng

hey u realized somethg?
yea i din study AT ALL!!!!
disappointed ar..

hope my mata will continue to open for me while i study ltr..amen :)

her name is CHI CHI ^^

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Dilema

My fren asked me to go his hse study..da whole bunch of frens is der TT
i want to go !!!!
cus parents just fight again over a small matter..tats wat happen afta a long cold war rite?
i cnt concentrate n no mood too..
i wan2 go bt no transport n probably mum won let.
i duwan to go cos errr dun feel like wearing long pants bt bcos of skin...(duno u udst ont bt...)hmm... TT

well, 'advice' to self : be patient n cheer up? i gez............

Sunday, May 15, 2011

memorable times with frens

some of u read this ad bt i stil wanna type it out..
i feel so relieved to finally talk heart to heart wit dem

FRIDAY i went cell group,had a wonderful time hearing, sharing n laughing
abt ghost n other stories..
most of al i feel so comfortable around err..joyce..
saupang, irynn, kris , aaron..are gr8 frens jx tat i dun owez fit into ur conversation.
yeah lousy partner rite? frens for so long stil cnt ngam u all..

SATURDAY driving lessons TT
kena marah teruk !!!
c2p teacher its nt i duno..i admit im slow learner bt is u duno hw to teach da correct way hoo ;'(
afta had lunch with fren, chats n movie..v saw PRIEST.which i was a bit scared, whether is it against my religion..scary movie a lil..like end of da world in a godly way..hmmm

SUNDAY -TODAY
church!!!!! i luv it..i gez no matter which church i go to..der wil hav a nice feeling..
was feeling super sick today..but i realy wanted to go..hoping dey will pray for me or wat..
bt ntg..in fact i felt worst n worst..like im gonna fain anytime.
and...i feel guilty too..for nt accompanying my own family..gosh..its been a long time since i went out wit dem.

nvr seen such a bad daughter in my life TT

Friday, February 25, 2011

money

money money money
i spend too much?
or
ppl jz cant accept tat
THE MONEY VALUE KEEPS GOING DOWN?

roles in life

im a GIRL
i really hate tat fact
i cant even sit down without thking ' am i sitting correctly?' ' am i decent?' 'where shud i put my hands?' ......
while a boy cn jz sit however he wants..given da difference in body parts..
i wonder if da 1st woman on earth  have body hair? i tot its natural or is it really hormone prob??
who da hell created wax n skin removal n blah3 ?
nw all man like da NEW VERSION..
and woman with da old version will be catagorised as ugly

the clothes i wear is vry important too..
ppl say i hav a quite a gud taste in clothes
all i cn say is tat der is thin line btw being sexy n cheap
dun gt me wrong..i nvr wan to be sexy..
i jz like to show my taste in clothes
and i realize tat its no use XD
yea i get attention at da start of any occasion..
bt da important thg is communication..
without tat u gt nowhere although u hav da nicest outfit in da world

boys? HAHAHA!!!!!!! jz a shirt and a pants.(most of da time)nobdy cn say anythg bad abt dem.. TT


im a DAUGHTER/OLDER SISTER
mum,
mayb i deserve a slap
bt are u sure its my fault entirely?
for me i blame u! u eat more salt den i eat rice rite?
parents shud teach their children..
hw cum u are blaming me for nt being gud enuf?
yes i am a spoilt child,who spoil me?
yes i was nt talking to u in a nice way, did u teach me hw?u thk da cane would do da job..
dun u knw tat wil jz make me hate u more?
as for da little sis,i jz wan u to be fair.
im da eldest..so wat??!! she dunid to do anythg?
im willing to do anythg..if u treat me fair.. n ask softly..tats all i ask

im a STUDENT
its my responsibility, ya
bt im nt a sponge halo!
n da face u show me evryday,
come on..u thk i stil hav da heart to study?

i knw with all my words in tis 2 paragraph,u will stil blame me..
well i surrender to god,i duno wat to do wit u anymore

im a FREN
tis is wer i turn to when i hav probs
nw i hav a group of frens..which some of dem..sometimes i dun like
bt i go on..trying to like dem cuz der muz b a reason for dem to be my fren rite?
nw i hav a prob /misunderstanding with 1 of dem
which make me thk over

wat is fren actualy?
if i cant get along with (lets say) tis group of frens, do i try to fix da prob or i shoudn't mix with dem anymore cux...we cant get along??

im used to being alone already, so mayb i shud leave...everybody, so i wont hurt anyone

some ppl would say to me : i shud stay and learn til i get it rite
and i would say : its all up to me and d other party..whether dey wanna learn ont,
we nid both hands , rite?

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

M.O.O.D.Y. !!

arghhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wat da heck??!!!!
wat am i doing?? (i knw..nothing)

i tot by keeping quite..ill keep my frens happy cux i knw..
i knw im bad at all tis friendship stuff..
i tot if i keep quite, b careful, see n learn..ill b beta..
NO...i was all wrong..DAMN IT!!

tis few days i found tat i make many mistakes..
im soooo sorrieee frens!
family probs are nt excuses..
im trying to fix tat OR im nt fixing it cux i duno hw
i duno which 1 it is...

thx for trusting me
mayb its nt time yet?

im still learning to like myself..
somebdy might hate me for saying tis cux no confidence..
i duno wat else to say..

SORRY GUYS...

Friday, February 11, 2011

C.N.Y. balik kampung =D

cny rabbits

got bite by red ants while taking tis..nw i knw wat they mean by 'beauty has a price to pay'
1 word...H.U.G.E.!
i saw another grasshopper at 1 of da hotel der.. HUGE X2 bt i cnt take pic..too far..

i went to a relative's hse/temple n saw all tis....art..enjoy  =/




i luv tis hotel!! hope to stay here nxt time....   (Sentosa Villa)





clock or table??????????? XD



walkway into 1 of da chalet

rest place

tis oso got..woahh!! (ignore my uncle's leg haha..)



cool roman name for every type of chalet.. so cool!
noty noty monkey..

throws rubbish tat it dun wan FR INSIDE DA DUSTBIN TO OUTSIDE!!!   so sometimes it's nt our fault da ground is so dirty..!!

ancient slide/playground..i played on b4 ..lastime...i thk


hollow swans kekex

shy cutey dog ^^

best pic i gez..! da trees are planted across da street bt dey grow towards da water/lake..chun!! 
saved da best for last!  REAL LOVE BIRDS! so sweet eh?

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

reflection

when u see tis title
wat cums into ur mind?
mirror? water? or looking into urself?

note: by posting tis im telling it to myself too..

no matter its mirror or water
it reflect rite?
it shows all da dirty parts n da unseen parts
however it doesn't realy show da correct image  
when water n mirror are shaken OR when mirror is cracked..
it will bcum vry blur n its hard to believe wat u see
am i rite?

if da water is corrupted n da color has turned
is da image stil reliable?will u believe da image? (like da pica below)
although u cn guess wat it REALLY is bt u nvr knw when u will b fooled rite? 

conclusion here.... (im nt writing an essay kay xP)
while reflecting urself or listening to ppl telling u stuff u shud change,
think again..cux tat person's advice may b 'nt reliable'
JX SUMTIME KAY? IM NT TRYING TO PASS TIS MSG TO ANYONE..
it jx came to my mind when i took tis pic..^^

image of my phone in a maple syrup cup

window shopping..

best part of it is
i cn look pretty for a few mins... :p n its FREE!!! ^^
i oni tried a few cux ders nt much time :(

save up ur money n buy me these dresses kay?! <3


i luv tis dress!! it muz cost a bomb!


hw bout tis 1?????

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

mmmmm..yumyumm..pancakes!!


sis played w da food..cherry on lemon^^

i luvvvv tis..bt din order :/

tis i ordered!! super duper yummyyy!!

coffee..dang it! looking at paradise..


Tuesday, January 4, 2011

back to school T^T

everyday i drrraaagggg myself to da kindergarten i work in..
i nvr wanted to work der..if nt for.....HER....again...*sigh* X 10
ill b working at kinsahi nw
n i may get to wake up at 1 hr ltr XD
everyday i hear crying even BEFORE i step into it..
crying is fine..but dey cant stop it..
'mummmyyyy!!!!wuuuuuu!!!i wan mummyy!!! wuuuu!!! '

afta a while it gets beta...a bit
partially my fault..new 3 year old student misses their mum
n guess wat....i did da worst mistake ever
i let 1 of them call me mummy=.=
ever since...he keep wanting 'mummy' to carry, hug n hold him
i cant go out of his sight for even a SEC !!seriously..!
one time..i waited for him to look somewhere else,
as soon as i step out...(boy crying)
(oh come on!!)
well at least i hav someone to keep me bz~~~he's quite cute too^^

ders another girl too..
same thg..likes hugging..'555..我要抱抱..5555...'
duwan to sit..duwan colour(duno n duwan)teach her oso 'mummy!!' (her mummy)
she cries all day...from da minute she arrive to going bk..
n i found out hw to quite her down
i ask her questions..like 'u wan sweet?' or 'u wan water?' den she'll shake her head n quite^^
other teacher duno le..muahahaha ;)
(afta few secs da crying continues...)kesian...

da conversation below often happen
her: 妈咪在哪里?
me: 妈迷在做工。her: 妈迷在做工啊?
me: enn..
her: 妈咪没有做工。5555.....
me: =.=     OR     me: 妈咪去买菜。。。


1 of da girl's name is paris tan!!! omgoshhhh i wan tat name!!! n she's pretty!!! not oni cute bt prettyyy~~~! nt fair de lo..so young den so pretty d..TT.TT

ookkay so apart fr da cute children..da job sucks..i wan kinsahi or padini....
last thurs..i was in kindergarten setting up classroom..
padini called me..
today guess call me for interview..
its my 2nd time talking to guess manager n i hate him alrdy..
i said i alrdy gt a job..n he jz say thk u n put down da phone IMMEDIATELY
wth...

anyway i dun thk im gonna change job..since i started here..duno hw to tell them..
so mayb if dey STIL DUN GIV ME DA APPOINTMENT LETTER by tis week..im off..i gez
*sigh*

Saturday, January 1, 2011

jux for fun ^^

1. Wat color is my room?
yellow

2. Name one person that made me smile today
err da actor in da show

3. What was i doing at 8 am?
sleeping

4. What was i doing 45 mins ago?
fb

5. ever go camping?
nt even in my dream

6. What color, brand is my watch?
silver,elle

7. Do i wan2 change my name?
yes!! bt duno wat name...

8. hw many kids do i wanna hav?
0 if possible

9. Would i kiss any of my facebook frens?
sure..oni on da cheek!

10. List 3 favourite colors.
black purple blue

11.Hav i ever fallen in love?
puppylove :/

12. How did i gt my worst scar?
hmm.. tis my best buddies knw

13. Do i like cats?
nah..i prefer dogs <3

14. Do i love anyone?
frenss..

15. What do i hope to gt on my b'day?
lots of laughter n fun n freedom!!!!!

16. Do i hate anyone i knw rite nw?
in da process nt to...

17. anyone jealous of me?
hahahahahahaha!!!

18. Favourite pair of shoes i wear all da time?
slippers

19. Last song i listened to?
take it off-kesha

20. Who's da last person i talked to on da phone?
my uncle

21. wats my fav num?
21..eii so ngam same as da ques XD

22.wats my wish?
avbdy happy n healthy

to be continued....